nekobun13

I miss this place actually.

I can't believe this account is 7 years old. I have a habit of making and remaking accounts as they get older/inactive but maybe i'll keep this old guy alive as an archive of my art progress.

I never come on here anymore.

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Hi people

so um...
if you guys are interested, you can listen to some piano stuff.

uhm. yeahhh....

heheahha.

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*RUNS AWAY*

Hey everyone,

I realized that I never really got to chat with any of you...
Sure there were some livestreams and stuff that I attended, but there are a lot of you guys that I haven't chatted with.

So um.
Do you guys have like... a skype or some... instant messaging website account thingermajig .__.
<sub>this is really awkward for me...

I just remembered now that I have a skype...

so um...</sub>

Seriously.

Whenever I have a strong urge to draw, and to actually improve my arting skills, I should be doing something else, such as drawing, or practicing piano... or going to classes.

And when I actually FIND free time to do the things I want to do, drawing suddenly disappears from my fun-time list.
IT JUST... IT JUST GOES AWAY.

AND WHEN I DO THESE OTHER THINGS I WANNA DO, IT'S TIME TO GET TO WORK.
AND AGHHHH

And this is why I feel myself slowing down with improvement...
Plus this is why I never really get to submit much on dA...
Also, looking at other awesome-sauce drawings make me feel so... inexperienced compared to the artist.

BUT THEN I THINK TO MYSELF.
WHERE DO THESE ARTISTS GET THEIR FREE TIME? I MEAN, COME ON.
Some are around my age, and they post things CONSTANTLY.
WHAT EVER HAPPENED TO SCHOOL.

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....Oh wow.
My mom just came in and saw the title of my journal entry, and she was starting to get real worried...
I had to explain to her that I'm just having a bad timing with wanting to draw.
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Well then.